I just find myself happy with the simple things. Appreciating the blessings God gave me. Sometimes I feel upset but those times I always thought about my past and always realized the same thing that God is pushing me to my limits because he has more faith in me than I have to myself and I always teach myself calm and visualization stuff.
I love to restore myself when I’m alone because, I’m learning a lot about myself being alone, and doing what I’m doing. I critique myself way harder than anybody else could critique me. It gives me the power to do beyond their limits.
Sometimes take a decision are become difficult, that time I recall my father lines. They were telling me, ‘Duniya mai kuch sahi ya galat nahi, uskko sahi ya galat aap ka fesla banta hai, yadi aap ka kuch karna ya karny ka fesla, kisy ko ya aap ko bhi dukh deta hai, ya deny wala hai. tho aap galat ho. Nahi tho duniya kuch bhi kahy kuch galat nahi bus dusroo ka dekhny ka nagariya alag hai.”. Those words very helpful me to take any hard decisions.
The poetry, sketching, dancing and other activity is a shortened period of mental assimilation for me. My hobbies are never static. It always rises grow and die in teenage. Due to my negligence, I never gave the time to my talent and hobbies to grow.
One day I read a quote that is “Your talent is God’s gift to you. What you do with it is your gift back to God.” That day I realised that I am taking our god gift for granted. Because I was thought that if I can do something well, anyone can. But, they may be small in my eyes, but they matter to god. It’s like a muscle. If I use it, it will grow. If don’t, I will lose it.
Thus, I decided that I will spend some time for my hobbies and I will manage of the gift god has given to me. That why I am creating my website to motive to me and to do Justice with my talent which is enraged from me. It doesn’t matter its great or small.